Prince ＡＣＥ-口丫屎

When I z surfing da internet as usual, suddenly, I gota msg frm Lise – “hey, man?” – well, just a weak word, but makez me memorize dat night we collogue in da auditorium of da football field.

How wonderful dat time was, however, it z sucks at da moment!

I told her I miss her very much, but she z so crazy, “难道你爱上我了：？:P”

Actually, yes, indeed… I love everyone whom treat me well. I m really missing all da days we have had I swear!

u r planning 2 go AUS now, gosh~~ will v meet again? God knows?!

I feel extremely sensitive somehow, missing some of my old friends.

 More than half a year already, it should be long enough I think…during dis long period, generally, I learned noth frm da uni, however, I know how 2 survive in da cruelty world... thanks, SAM, I learn much frm u… u r better thn da uni any way… lol….

很多人都认为，粗言烂语很不雅。

很多人认为，粗言烂语就是没有内涵。对，言行举止的确代表着一个人的修养。

但是，又有多少人会觉察到，粗言烂语同时也代表着一总关系。

当你在路上走着，遇到某些不愉快，讲的粗言烂语，代表你没素质，

当你遇到一个你讨厌的人的时候，讲的粗言烂语，代表你不大度，

当你遇到真正朋友的时候，讲的粗言烂语，代表你们的关系：

粗言烂语，说明你对他们没有戒——对着他们，你毋庸担心什么面子，无庸担心丑陋；

粗言烂语，说明你对他们的信任——向他们宣泄着你淤积的不满与悲伤；

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10:21 am 6th January 2008

At this time last year, I was talking about my life with my family and having a big celebration;

       Now, I am calling my family and asking something about their lives.

12:24 am 6th January 2008

At this time last year, dear Dad was playing chess with my uncle and trying his best to shut him;

       Now, Dad is playing chess still, however, attend to the game because of worrying about me.

4:56 pm 6th January 2008

At this time last year, I was sleeping sweetly and dreaming how many luck money I would get;

       Now, I am having a short rest in the underground alone on the way to school.

5:14 pm 6th January 2008

At this time last year, I was still sleeping with drooling may be;

       Now, I am choosing the wine for the small celebration tonight alone in the Super Market.

6:02 pm 6th January 2008

At this time last year, I was just wake up and enjoying some slight music on bed.

       Now, I am cooking myself in my friends’ room.

11:25 pm 6th January 2008

At this time last year, I was having some amazing dim sum with all my lovely family;

       Now, I am playing cards with my friends and have some fun.

00:37 am 7th January 2008

At this time last year, I was visiting around all my bosom friends;

       Now, I am walking home on a lonely way under the lonely temperature alone.

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(UK time)

Totally six months I have been in London, during these six months, I have got nothing but missing. I miss my friends whom is not with me at the moment; I miss my family who sends me meticulously favour; and I miss the place I normally living at; in sum, I miss Guangzhou, miss everything in Guangzhou.

It is particular difficult for an international student to live in London. Everyday, after school, after class, I need to stay in the library for the course work. After that, I have to leave around 4 for a dumb job. Day by day, week by week, even month by month. It seems to be enriching, as the matter of fact, it is God damn boring to me.

Looking back the days lived in Guangzhou, at least, every time when I felt tired or depress, somebody would be always with me and listen to me. Besides, I can spoke them my pieces; complain the god or the shit lucky or something like that. However, once I got something fortunately, I can share with them possibly surprise them. But at the moment, I have nobody to due with my heart. These days, actually, it is really really bad. Everyday is alone, everyday is lonely, and everyday is just on my own. Gosh!

Maybe the most peaceful time to me is just my sleeping time.

Whilom, I have ever focused on the widow of the classroom and waited for a girl’s passing by.

Whilom, I have ever hided behind the tree and looking at her on the sneak.

Whilom, I have ever beaten up and down around the road of the bus-line and waited for her go.

Whilom, I have ever delivered her the soup which was cooked on my own.

Whilom, I have ever towed her hand and holed it tight.

Whilom, I have ever hurt her deeply and made she cry, but that was not my mind.

Now, I can not stop my tears when I sow her promise, what a solemn pledge of love, however, the protagonist is no longer me.

                                                                                                                                                              I Love You! Indeed!